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Sunday, June 19, 2011

I'M SORRY AGAIN AND OTHER THINGS.

heyloo,dearies,yes,I know I promised to stay but yhu see,yhu never know how unforseen circumstances look like,till they are staring at yhu in the face.Well,to be frank,typing on my phone sucks,my modem developed some silly problems and that's the first problem,then,my 2nd love,silverbird galleria has stolen me away from the web,It's not just the movies but the fun I have with the people I meet there and then the whole pop corn game,I spend my day there and its paying off,I don't how sha!But that place takes all my time.
Thirdly and most importantly,cut the modem,cut the cinema and the pop corn,sometimes I just feel like this whole thing was my idea of a joke,yea I mean blogging,noo,I adore my followers and I think of them a lot,16 amazing people that clicked follow either because I asked them to or whatever,I adore other bloggers,let's not go there but sometimes I just feel like I'm alone in a crowded hall.It's like nobody cares as long as they get going but yhu left behind and that's what keeps me away,maybe I'm not working too hard and that goes back to blaming my modem ''wiping tears'',but I'll be back at least for someone's sake,he cared enough to follow me outside here,yes oh,he :D
Serzly,I miss everything but wait I've been dropping comments nah it's just that I never do my own post,abi? It hasn't been easy oh but trust me I know how to make myself happy even in the midst of difficulties,somebody give me high 5.
Now,I want to talk about something. Few days ago,my younger brother that just came back from abroad with muscular shoulders and cute side burns,deep voice and all'o that,slapped me.yes oh,no shout whattt and he posted on twitter that he would slap me again,now,Gretel acts before she thinks,I was already dialing my dad,which is also abroad,if he hears it,my bros is as good as dead but the holy spirit stopped me,then I dialed an SSS friend that knows nth else but to fight for me but again the holy spirit stopped me,then I did the one thing I do when I can't do what I wanted to do,when I'm helpless and weak,when everything around me shouts ''ajebo,do yhur own make we see,yhu only get mouth abi?'' I went to church,knelt on the altar and prayed and cried and I was careful what I said because anytime I get to that point,God answers me!
Hmm,I'll spare yhu details of what happened but I believe that no matter what a girl or woman does,a man who is not her ''Father'' should not hit her.Even if yhu are my husband,let's face it,we are two strangers that got to know and love each each other and try to make things work,I'm not yhur younger sister or maid,yhu have no right to hit me,correct me if I'm wrong but I know better,yea I told my brother all that but this is the first time I knew I could actually forgive someone,but is it right?why am I even asking,it's not jor,see ehn,I'm a very jelly person though I act rock sometimes,if yhu slap me or hit m,I will cry so teyy,hm,then my skin,ever sensitive,will start acting funny,swollen and puffy,so i hate where ther's struggle or dirt and all that,it affects me,yhu rather cheat on me than hit me,I won't condone it,I will use my little connections and fight back.
But why do some men do that?yhu trying to prove yhu are a man?but I know yhu are a man,for pete's sake yhu don't have boobs abd vagina,yhu've have a dick,that makes me know yhu are a man,so why try to prove it?ok,that's not all that makes yhu a man but definitely hitting a woman is NOT just one of them,abi?It's a man with low self esteem and inferiority complex,and a coward that proves he's a man by using his fist,place those men in the boxing ring and they become toothless,that's if they make it outta there alive.
Well,I don't know what yhu think but that's my own.
Hm,on a random note,I'm getting close to single,I hope I meet someone at the other side,hope yhu understand.
Love yhu so much,mwahhhhhhhhhhh.....
This post was not long abi? :D